Tadi masa sy ngah lepak2 tgk doreamon smbil men msg ngn en taSuka, en taSuka soh sy dengar lagu..dier bg tajuk n tnya sy penah dgr x lagu tuh, lately mmg sgt jarang dgr radio lgpn tajuk yg dier bg tuh cam xbrapa nk familiar, so dipendekkn citer sy pn ckp xpnh dgr jew...hahaha...Lepas tgk doreamon sy pn smbg tgk berite then sy msk bilik on lappy smbil surf utube cari lagu yg en taSuka soh sy dgr tuh...First song lagu bon bon from pitbull tuh, dh berpuluh kali dgr cume xigt tajuk jew...miahahaha..Then the second song is Fucking perfect by pink...pun sy dh dengar a few time gak...hahahaha...msa tgh2 dgr lagu pink smbil tgk video clip dier..mmg ptut bg credit to pink sbb tulis such a song...Mmg inspired sgt dgr lirik lagu tuh..so biler dh dgr sy pn dpt ilham nk update entry about this...panjang giler mukadimah...miahahaha
Biler tgk clip video pink tuh i wonder, y those think always happen? Bg yg tak penah rasa camtu mmg xkn dpt nk faham. Tp itulah yg memberntuk peribadi kiter as human. Sometime ader gak manusia yg rsa diri dier tuh perfect giler sedangkn it's not that fucking perfect pun. xslh if u think ur life is perfect tp u x effect people around u, tp biler u rsa ur life is perfect by hurting others feelings or aper pn lar kan, i personally it's sick..Tade siapa pn yg berhak jugde diri kiter melainkan ALLAH..
Biler di fikirkan aper yg pernah terjadi lam life sy previously, dr sy kecil smpai sy dewasa skank..Sy taw aper yg sy hadapi build my character now..Character yg paling ketara sy nmpak is sy ni sgt2 x mudah utk percaya lelaki..Dun ask me y but i have my own reason..biler dgr2 lik lagu pink tuh, mmg that is what i feel..cuz org slalu underestimate me, judge me,misunderstand me and many more..It's hard to accept all of it, because sy akan rsa diketepikn, dilupakan and many more..i try hard to prevent myself from making or doing anything yg akn buat sy regret..but sometimes biler smpai 1 tahap, break down gak..i know i need to find someone yg i leh trust so that i can share the pain with that person..but it's difficult to find someone who really understand u..sometimes this method pn xleh nak help cuz it will make it worst..because at the end of the day, u can only trust urself and kiter yg determined our life and how we want our life to be...Happiness, love, sadness semua tuh dtg dr diri kiter sendiri..Not from others..
Skank ni ssh giler nak describe feeling sy, mcm2 rsa ader...and the best part is i dun share it with anyone..cuz i dun feel like sharing..but deep down inside mmg jiwa sgt kacau...aper pn before sy stop writing tonight, i just nak share sedikit nasihat yg mungkin berguna hahahaha..Think before we act! because we don't know if what we did tu ader yang wat org rsa x best...biler u buat org rsa x best, org tuh akan igt aper yg kiter wt tuh smpai ble2...ble dier igt mknanya dier akn igt kiter automatically la kn?? Tp...... igt yg ni it's not igt yg best taw...biler dier igt, dier akn wish that the same thing we did to them happen to us...Cuz kiter pn lau leh tanak org igt kiter when we did something yg xbest kan kan??Biler dier wish...biler the same thing or someone else buat benda lg teruk dr yg kiter penah wat kt kiter, kiter akan questioned? knapa bnd tuh jadi kat kiter sedangkan kiter tak penah pn buat something camtu kt org..tp sebenarnya aper yg jd tuh is effect from aper yg kiter penah wat dulu kan kan?? pastu nk slhkn org plak??? pastu nk tanya y? y? plak?? tampa kank bwu taw...ahaks...So aper pun think before we act ok kwn2??
Cam dah stat nk merepek jew tuh...i think i'll better stop now sebelum penyakit merepek ni merebak2..Thanks for reading..Mwahsz...
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